Lana Rhoades, who left the adult film industry in 2020, has been open about her regrets and tough experiences since then.
In fact, she once shared a particularly disturbing story on her old podcast, Three Girls One Kitchen, that has stuck with her.
Lana Rhoades
Reflecting on her time in the industry, Lana admitted she had mental health struggles because of it. But there was one scene that continues to haunt her:
“One of the worst... honestly, I feel like I’m in denial sometimes and I can't accept some of the things that I’ve done.”
Lana Rhoades
“There was one thing that, ya know, I tried talking to a therapist about before, something that I had to do for a scene that was really rough for me.”
“Basically, this guy had a bowl and he, like, gagged me until I threw up into it and he, like, pissed in the bowl, and during the scene he asked me to drink it, and I didn't know how to say no. It was one of the most disgusting, foul scenes.”
This moment, along with many other disturbing experiences, eventually pushed her to walk away from the industry for good. And it turns out it has been one of the best decisions for her mental health.